What would you choose..

Love is a strange world, open the gate, take your eye-band and slowly start to wander. This is a place whose ground knows no solid state. Parachutes are everywhere, but the jump I warn you, is something you can't bear. You've come to a place where everyone is all bare. Genuine is a word that describes it all here. Feel the cold air, but if you come too close to someone it's all hot be there if you dare. This is a place no one knows why they stay. Circles is a path no one knows else-here. Lanterns everywhere, left behind every lost living soul. Just beware you can't stare. Some will try and stick to you as long their path goes, others will be as long as yours goes. Some will take you under their umbrellas, others will be glad to leave you to the rain. Some will see right through you, others will be there just to throw you. This a world that only knows assumptions. Some will assume you're what they've already been searching for, others will assume you're what they'll never search for. Some will help you catch your breath, others will take your breath away. Mostly you'll meet them all. There you no sit you fall. You've entered somewhere you start to think is a snare. It's like you are in a sea that knows no shore. This is a world that no brain knows. Everyone is stumbling, I told you it's not safe. A walker pass you by, saying ' Everyone I find here cries, I don't know why'. Dizziness is all you feel right now, falling was for so long all you've known. Blares are everywhere. Noisy is this place. You're starting to walk slow, searching for your own show. Try and ask for space (time), this is a place where you could only know by your own pace. You've only got one thing to make, search for the only one your heart can take. But try and make no mistake. There you feel 'em. Someone has finally made it by. Then they take you by the hand, it suddenly starts to feel like somewhere you could stand. There came someone who could stare. Don't worry hearts could stare. It's like finally you start to see the light. Though it's all night. It lastly starts to feel right, it took you so long to make it right. Confusion is all gone now, you've found someone you'd want to know. Try and feel the world through, see the beauty of all things you knew. Feel your heartbeat, it would be too much you can't bleat. You'll feel the lightness of your own heart, feeling you're all smart, though it's all swollen you should suffocate. You've beaten your own rate. They say you only become happy when you meet the one you love. Now it's all hot, but you'd rather feel hot than to feel not. Now you'd like to take your eye-band, now you'd like to stare. You'd love to see the face of the one who was all there. Be careful I told you not to stare. If they leave you by, you'd come to cry. Someone might take 'em from you, someone might take you from 'em. Try and count your fears. You think to yourself ‘They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.’ and it will all bring you to tears. So don't look down, try and hold onto them as much as you can. See the world through their eyes, it's OK if they spy. Though you're flying you can hear shouts from down there, let go let go is all you hear. Learn this from life no place you'll be trying to strive and someone tells you to fight. So fight as hard as you can, dare to live with someone's flaws. Black is of no favorite when all you felt was all savored. You tried to be vigilant, but that makes you no agent. Try and scream, no one hears in a world full of screams. I will tell you this but don't be deceived, this is somewhere you've only conceived. You'd pray they'll stay there. This is a place that's boundaries are all pare. You forgot the rules, you're in a place that no one rules. Hearts could wander, people too, but no one seems to choose. Don't try and land, you've only wanted the world the moment you took their hand. Because in the face of true love you just don't give up. Love them and cherish them as long as you've 'em. It's only now you know someone's life stops by the stop of yours. Don't be deceived, people will tell you'll be all cleaved. Shush, don't listen. It's only when you take the fall, you'll only miss 'em. I know you're all bare, it took you so much to get there. Open your eyes wide now you're in the ride, enjoy it as long as there is no tide. Suddenly you'll fall, I am sorry you did fall. Don't say you've not been warned. But at least now you know why everyone who's been warned chooses to take the fall. Not everyone has been there, and not everyone who's been around you did fall, but remember it took you much courage to take the fall. It's all dark now, so numb you're. Don't search for a hand just tie your eye band, what you did was all banned. Someone comes by saying "Hello, you've been in a phase, a phase that makes you forget the life you once had. You've risked so much and took too much too. Don't try and stand, just give me your own hand". "Who are you?", you say. "I am your own brain, you've finally heard my calls from down there, asking you to take care. You couldn't let go, you should've said no. Now you've been all there, tell me what would you choose? To stand over the solid ground with no risk to take. OR shall I show you the way, back to my world back to all the sense it makes. OR the risk to fly and the beautiful world with it's own ache. Because here I've seen what no sense makes, a universe of your own make. I know I told you not to spree, but now that I've seen if I were you I'd shoot for three."

Does it all pay..

Have you ever wanted something so much, you asked for it? Not once or twice, not a day or a night, but by every passing star light. You have been so deeply into it that it kept your mind from anything but it. Its like a vortex that kept pulling you in, until you have finally reached the center, it no longer spins you. You've reached somewhere that no human goes by their own conscious. Somewhere where you can't ever have a companion. The sad thing is no one could ever help you. A family can wake you up everyday and make sure you're OK, a friend can be by your side though you could feel they're never there, a job can keep you busy half day until you reach your night thoughts, but only you could save yourself. There you saw them, everywhere around you, but no one have noticed how much you've been pulled in. Then finally they noticed when you've been too far you couldn't handle your own pain. Then they all knew... And nothing. They can only call you out, some will try to swim but will be back to the shore so often, some will try and wave, others will throw ropes, your mom most probably will faint and your dad will be there watching too. Some will see you fighting mountains and think it's not easy, others will see you lucky. Some are always there just to tell you they've been through harder and you'll be OK. Some will pray others won't. Now what? You're lonely though you're not alone. Nothing is ever clear anymore. Your vision becomes so weak of everything you've known, your real and unreal world suddenly starts to feel the same. You said if god wanted to help me he could have helped by now, or he couldn't have let me all the way in.. You now know that only he can save you or a miracle. You've thought surrender could be easier than to fight, but now you know it's not death you've always wished for.. But have you ever thought that you and only you have got you here? You were the one who desperately hoped for something you may or may not have. You saw the water spinning and yet you kept going there. Its always been the best to risk but not when you have no spare. Weapons were not your thing, but you know you could still use them here. Faith is a weapon, family is a weapon, love is a weapon, friends are definitely a weapon, but god would have kept you safe if you ever not let go of his armor. You decided that if you ever got away from here you'd do the best in your life back there.. You'd fix what you never took care of, you'd immensely look at your beloved ones that you never forget a feature of 'em. You promise that no one else in your entire life deserve to be cherished and taken care of but the one who created you. Now you know, you've been too far from where you should be.. Now you remember how careless you were, you weren't as perfect as you ever thought, you lost yourself because you didn't hold onto it for a long time now. You've only been where for so long you've been approaching, yet you didn't see it. Now you know.. Nothing is worse than letting yourself go. It all stopped now, the sea has came to it's own score.. Don't worry no one stares, they were too busy to just keep watching you there, some are only glad you're back when they glanced you to the shore, you made it, but not alone. Now you know, you don't make so much difference to 'em as you ever thought. You don't yet have a life that stops to the stop of yours.. But at least you fought for yourself and that's something worth fighting for. Now it's time to know if what you wanted was all worth it and all that you've been cherishing for so long does it all pay..