You've been missed

You've been missed I say as you were my original in everyday. I did it first for you, took care of myself for you, changed a lot for you, my first waiting was for you, my first love passion and attention looks have always been for you, I was that little nice girl who used to wakeup everyday to catch a glimpse of you. Steal time for you. You took all my breaths. I thought you were meant for me. Though you fell for me, my short chopped hair, my young foolish looks and my gorgeous smile I claim. But to you I was like any other girl. And I didn't know you were so cold. I didn't know that you'd bite your own tongue not to tell me what I wanted to hear, to comfort me. You were definitely my type. The one I would go crazy for and do whatever he wants. I saw you the best in this world, but you didn't. I loved all of you though you never spoke a word. You are the kind of people that makes me want to die for them to notice me, feel grief and agony, and maybe maybe regret what you have been hiding from me all this time. I have been honest and direct to you the whole time you've been messing around. And now after years have passed, I discovered I have your own place still set in my heart... You've been missed, your gorgeous smile is missed, your green eyes stare has been missed, your deep soul has been missed, your mysterious moves has been missed, the way you looked at me so hungrily has been missed, I have never felt quench anytime after... Those days were my best, I still tell you... I know you're maybe with someone else now, being enough fulfilled, your pretty soul should have given her gorgeous time, and your ease should provide her the best quality in life, your emerald eyes will only lead her through... When she gets lost you will know the way. When you feel you can't do it you will try everyday. It's the hard laugh you will give her when she is being insane, the light smirk when she is saying your name, the frown you will form when she is not being fair, the one eyebrow you'll raise when she is leaving your way, they will all make her fall for you as they previously changed my way... Now I am not ashamed. Some people are never meant to share your way...